bohemianbabet

What’s wrong with me? Why am I not good enough? Why do I rely on the pills to numb my pain? Am I too ugly? Too fat? Do I cling too much? Is adding one pill every time the answer? Why don’t you love me? Am I too dependent? Is hiding my pain the answer? Am I too forceful? Do I cry too much? Why her and not me? Should I try and forget? Should I keep lying to people? Keep telling them I’m a virgin? Drink myself to unconsciousness every night? Try to replace you? Tell people I’m fine, when I’m really dying inside? Sit in the dark while chasing the dragon alone? Why are you the source of all my problem